Do it.

I think this is it.
I think this is finally it.

Do it.

The wall we built—
so cracked,
it’s barely standing
and you
get to throw
the final strike.

Do it.
Let this be the end of it.

Tear down the wall
I plastered with
my sweat,
my blood,
my devotion,
my denial,
everything I was,
everything I had left.

Tear down the wall
that held every hope,
every what-if,
every should’ve,
would’ve,
could’ve.

Throw
one final blow,
and that’s it.

Let the bricks rain down on my body.
Let them break my jaw,
crush my spine,
fracture my ribs
for I am only—
a small price
you have to pay.
A collateral damage
too insignificant
to notice.

Break me
until each neuron in my body
stops screaming your name.

Make me feel nothing.
Turn me into nothing.

And maybe,
by then,
you will be nothing too.

Or so I wish.

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